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I have skills…

Yeah. I’m a super-skilled driver. I swear, I can find the nearest brick wall / skip in a 5 mile radius and reverse into it!

Yeah. I did it again. I reversed into a wall today. It was in this windy street on my way to see a client. There was a van coming [...]

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It’s the not knowing that’s the killer…

I’ve been looking for someone. And I’ve been looking for a few years now. I’ve tried Google. I’ve tried Facebook. I’ve tried many other sites, but she seems to have disappeared from the face of the earth.

I don’t necessarily want to be back in contact though. I just want to know that she’s [...]

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Honesty

Sunset over the pier.

Well. Where to start? Despite everything seemingly going well for me lately – and it is – I am still pretty much a mess if I’m going to be honest.

Poor K is having to put up with me crying constantly, getting moody for no reason and just being [...]

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Stressed

I’m stressed out. So much to think about. “Catastrophic thinking”, K calls it. Like a snowball effect. Thinking one thing is going to go wrong, which will then make other things go wrong.

But a first piece of good news – my car passed an M.O.T.!!!!! No work needed! I’m in shock.. When the [...]

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Let’s get serious now..

Romance is NOT dead

I have a problem. It’s a pretty big problem in the scale of things I think. And despite my best science, I can’t quite solve it.

Bananas.

Yes, bananas. I like bananas, see. It’s one of the very few fruits I can actually eat. (only one a day mind!). [...]

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Management

I had to sack somebody today. For the first time.

See usually, if I want to ‘retire’ an agent, I just don’t give them any more work. But today was a case of gross misconduct. And the agent had to be fired.

It’s strange. It wasn’t exciting or anything. There was no sense of [...]

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Preparation is EVERYTHING

Indeed it is. Preparation.

I’m the kind of person who needs to write lists. You know the one. The one who puts EVERYTHING into an outlook calendar and ‘invites’ you to important events via email to try and make you a bit more organized. The one who lists which pants to take away on [...]

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Here we go again..

Well, how to put it? I’m not doing so well recently. I’m still crying at the drop of a hat. I’m still extremely paranoid. I’m still freaking out over illogical things. (like not bringing a pair of trousers into the flat as they may ‘contaminate’ it). And I can’t seem to cope with the [...]

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Dear Diary…

Dear diary… I’ve been feeling a bit down lately. I don’t know why. Maybe I’m just a little run-down. I don’t function well when it’s cold. And the flat has started to get really cold. When I get cold and tired, I cry. I *do* have central heating, but it takes a couple of [...]

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So So Tired..

I am. I’m REALLY really tired..

See, I can’t drink Caffeine. Some awful medical reason which I won’t go into here. But now I have no nicotine either, and I’m really really struggling in this warm weather with no stimulants

I still really really want a cigarette. I would have thought it would [...]

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