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If I look at the big picture, my life is going really well. I’m making progress and I’m managing well.  However, if I’m honest, I feel completely lonely and isolated. I’m feeling the empty.  I know why I feel this … Continue reading

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Big week

So this week has been a big one. And I’m emotionally exhausted. I’m overtired, which means I’m not sleeping properly. I need a nap, but I need a nap buddy for that! It started last week really. It’s 4 months … Continue reading

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Square One

I’ve been avoiding the blog. I’ve been avoiding personal posts on Twitter and Facebook. I’ve been avoiding seeing people. Remember that really successful diet I went on? Well, I’ve put all of the weight back on again. I am back … Continue reading

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I like that word. Good word. I think I have it. Bouncebackability, that is. Maybe it’s the drugs, maybe it’s the fact that the training course I have been dreading is now OVER. Or maybe it’s the reappearance of the … Continue reading

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Back to basics

Well, I’ve started a diet again! I’m going back to a diet rather than just healthy eating, as I need to reeducate my body on what a normal portion size is. And I need to rediscover just how great natural … Continue reading

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Moving along. Nothing to see here…

I am actually at work right now, too tired to be of much use in the office. It’s twenty to six (I finish at 6pm) and I DO have work to do, but I’m just not inspired today. I *could* … Continue reading

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What to do…?

It has been so long since I posted here. I generally prefer to use Twitter and Facebook now. But I don’t really want to get rid of the blog for some reason.. I was thinking that I could maybe use … Continue reading

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Happy New Year!

Well, Happy New Year folks! On New Years Day, Mrs Pillows and I had our own mini Christmas and opened presents, watched Christmas films and just spent the whole day together. Uninterrupted! It was fabulous! I got tickets to see … Continue reading

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Christmas Christmas

Well, Christmas went by with no apparent incident. The best bit was playing Rapidough with the whole family joining in – boys versus girls. The boys won one game and the girls won another. Even stevens We also had some … Continue reading

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The Long Drive

Well, I drove back up north for Christmas today. The journey was EPIC. I hit traffic just outside of Slough, then on the M40, then on the M25 and then on the M1. I hit standstill traffic, sleet, snow, rain … Continue reading

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