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Crash..

I’m writing this from my bed. I haven’t been able to get an internet connection at all. I had to call Tiscali again tonight to get my migration code as they hadn’t sent it through. At least I only had to wait half an hour this time..

I had a total physical crash today. [...]

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On the road..

I’m in yorkshire somewhere, at a small service station. I have myself a decaf cappuccino and am takin my second break on my drive back home. I only have about an hour and a half left to drive. Yay! My bloody internet connection has been so temperamental all week-i’ve not been able to get [...]

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Choices..

It’s late. And I’m still up..And thinking. I’m thinking about..well..friends. People who, for one reason or another I’ve lost contact with. During my ‘lost years’. After university.

You see, I never wanted to be a burden on anyone. Didn’t want to saddle them with my woes. And retreated into myself.

I miss [...]

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Last day!

I’m on the train on my way to work for my last day..I’m armed with a bag full of the obligatory cakes and goodies and I’m now getting all excited.. I was a little worried for a while, as I found out on Thursday that I had to have a medical before I could [...]

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Little update..

I’m sitting in the sun at the train station waiting for the next train. I’m meeting a friend for coffee this evening, so I don’t want to be too early! I’ve had a good couple of weeks and now I only have 1 week left in my job before I start my new one..I’m [...]

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Grilling!

I’ve just been for an interview. Three people sitting opposite me and it was a complete grilling! It wasn’t a high pressure interview, but it was intense. Thankfully it only lasted half of an hour and I *should* find out the result either today or tomorrow.. Fingers crossed eh? Though I don’t actually expect [...]

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Waiting..

I’m sitting at the train station waiting for the next train to eastbourne. It’s sunday and I missed the earlier one by about 30seconds so now I have about 50 minutes to wait. I’m watching a cat over the other side of the tracks amusing itself by chasing after something in the brown, parched grass. [...]

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Bugger…

I’m on the train home. It’s a cool and sunny evening, but I feel so so down. I just feel lost. Lost and lonely and I don’t know what to do about it. I’m listening to Kate Rusby singing ‘Who will sing me lullabies’. It’s a beautiful song and captures just how I’m feeling [...]

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Making the most of a good day

I’ve had a good day today all in all. Lately I’ve been quite down so I didn’t want to update and whinge again. But today is ok

So what has put me in a good mood? Well, a couple of things. But I won’t go into them all here for various reasons. But I [...]

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Human contact

I was going to update yesterday, but I was so down and pissed off it would just have been another whinge, so I decided to wait. And I’m feeling better this morning.

Human contact. That’s what does it. That’s all I need. and I got some last night. Someone I know gave me [...]

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