Category Archives: Mental health

You do it to yourself, you do. And that’s what really hurts..

I worry that this blog is just going to become a big whinge-fest. Every time I want to blog, it’s when I need to work through something in my head. And that’s usually depressing stuff. But then, sometimes just ‘getting … Continue reading

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Confusing day

Today was confusing. I felt really down for no particular reason. The day didn’t start off too well. I was meant to get to the bicycle shop for 9am to get my bike in for a half price service. I … Continue reading

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Hooks and eyelets

Eyelets – opportunities. Things which move my life forward. Achievements. Things that make me smile. I see myself climbing through a series of eyelets, achieving with each one I conquer. Hooks – the things that hold me back. Emotional hooks. … Continue reading

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Note to self

I got angry again today. And I dealt with it again by over eating. I am starting a new diet again tomorrow (Monday) and so I decided to spend today eating crap. And I want to document how I’m feeling … Continue reading

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Long, long day..

Well, yesterday was a long long day. I had planned to cycle home at 6pm, shower, get into my pyjamas and go to bed early. Didn’t happen that way though.. One of my colleagues received a telephone call in the … Continue reading

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The burden of being sensitive

This is a post I wrote a while ago and just found again. I wonder how many people can relate to this.. I’m sensitive. I’m a big softie. I might not seem it, but I am sensitive. So sensitive, in … Continue reading

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Gurgling

Hallo there again. I always seem to leave it so long to write a post that by the time I do, I’ve forgotten all the interesting stuff that’s happened in the meantime! I went for an interview and didn’t get … Continue reading

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Happy New Year

Happy New Year everyone. At the moment, I don’t have any resolutions. I’m undecided as to whether to have any resolutions at all. Or to do them monthly. I’m currently sitting at work, in between bouts of Tetris and Solitaire, … Continue reading

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Monday thoughts

Well, it’s Monday again. *yawn* I got into work late this morning. I decided to have a snoozle. I’d been doing some work over the weekend, so I more than have the flexi hours to cover it. I was feeling … Continue reading

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Procrastination

I have started my Christmas shopping. I have had a lie in. I have eaten chocolate and crisps. I have watched t.v. I have looked through old photographs and I have started next week’s menu before we go shopping. I’m … Continue reading

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