Category Archives: Health

Big week

So this week has been a big one. And I’m emotionally exhausted. I’m overtired, which means I’m not sleeping properly. I need a nap, but I need a nap buddy for that! It started last week really. It’s 4 months … Continue reading

Posted in bpd, Mental health, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , | Leave a comment

Steps

Its 1.30am and Im on the sofa eating toast because I cant sleep. Im at the point where Im so exhausted that my vision is blurred, but I still cant sleep. Everything is just going round and round in my … Continue reading

Posted in Mental health | Tagged , , | Leave a comment

Timing and shame

Today has got me thinking. Thinking about mental health and how to talk about it to new friends, acquaintances and strangers. I know that the law says you cant discriminate, but real life is not the same as the ideal … Continue reading

Posted in Mental health | Tagged , , , , , | Leave a comment

Breaking it down

I feel the need to blog. So thats what Im doing. I havent been here for a long time. People I know read this blog and so its not as easy to be as honest as I have been in … Continue reading

Posted in Mental health | Tagged , , , , | Leave a comment

It all takes time..

I always seem to start my posts with “I’m not really sure what to write really…”. I thought that maybe I should actually post one of these and just see what happens. Things have been going ok for me recently. … Continue reading

Posted in Blue, Mental health | Tagged , , , , | 4 Comments

Extract from a letter

Dear X, And what would I want to tell you? I suppose I’d want to tell you that I’m lonely, that I’m depressed, that I’m anxious and that I’m really not well at the moment. Depression has taken hold of … Continue reading

Posted in Mental health | Tagged , , , , | 2 Comments

Thoughts

Not really sure what to write today. I’m on the bus again and someone has REALLY smelly feet. I walked to the bus stop spoiling for a fight. Just hoping someone would give me an excuse to start a fight. … Continue reading

Posted in Mental health | Tagged , , , , | 2 Comments

Despicable

My blog is more anonymous than Twitter or Facebook so I thought I’d post here. I need to get it out. This is a bad one. It had lasted overall week already and it’s getting worse. I hate myself. I … Continue reading

Posted in Mental health | Tagged , , , , , | 4 Comments

The past and the future

It has been a strange weekend. It started off quite well. I went to the Albert Hall to see Tim Minchin in concert. We got the tickets for a bargain price and his show was excellent. We didn’t get back … Continue reading

Posted in Blue, Jobs, Mental health, wondering, Work | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Understated

I am sitting here on the sofa in my dressing gown. I have not been outside since Saturday. I am not coping I went to the Doctor on Friday. I had seen the signs. I had noticed the lack of … Continue reading

Posted in Blue, Mental health, Work | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , | 4 Comments