Category Archives: Blue

Disappointment

I didn’t get the job. He SAID it was really close. He SAID I interviewed well.(They ALWAYS say that) But that the other person had more ‘contacts’ in the area, so that’s why she got it. (go figure). She wasn’t … Continue reading

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Not really sure.

Hello *waves*. I’m still here. I have been trying to make sure I get out of the house at least once every day. Whether that’s for a paper or a bar or chocolate or just a short walk. I went … Continue reading

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Sick Note

Well, I was off all of last week as I was really nauseous and dizzy. I went to the Doctor on Monday as thing still hadn’t got any better. She said that it wasn’t my tablets or withdrawal, but that … Continue reading

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Therapy

I’m a bit miffed. Feeling a bit cheesed off really. I’ve just been to see the psychotherapist. He doesn’t know when the group therapy is going to start – he doesn’t have enough people yet. So it could be months… … Continue reading

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Lazy Cow

I had a really sh*t day yesterday. For most of the day I was crying intermittently. Not good. Firstly, I got my letter from the sleep clinic. “I am pleased to report that it doesn’t show any evidence of significant … Continue reading

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Crash bang wallop..

Well, I seem to be having a bit of a down time lately. I’m miserable, fed up and crying all the time. I’m finding it difficult to keep myself together a lot of the time. *sigh* I *know* that it’s … Continue reading

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Poo Day

I’ve had such a rubbish day today, it’s unreal. The number of mistakes I made. Unreal. Firstly, I got an email from my boss about some work I did last night. I didn’t get a ‘telling off’ as such, just … Continue reading

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It’s the not knowing that’s the killer…

I’ve been looking for someone. And I’ve been looking for a few years now. I’ve tried Google. I’ve tried Facebook. I’ve tried many other sites, but she seems to have disappeared from the face of the earth. I don’t necessarily … Continue reading

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Honesty

Sunset over the pier. Well. Where to start? Despite everything seemingly going well for me lately – and it is – I am still pretty much a mess if I’m going to be honest. Poor K is having to put … Continue reading

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Stressed

I’m stressed out. So much to think about. “Catastrophic thinking”, K calls it. Like a snowball effect. Thinking one thing is going to go wrong, which will then make other things go wrong. But a first piece of good news … Continue reading

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