Author Archives: Lemonpillows

Square One

I’ve been avoiding the blog. I’ve been avoiding personal posts on Twitter and Facebook. I’ve been avoiding seeing people. Remember that really successful diet I went on? Well, I’ve put all of the weight back on again. I am back … Continue reading

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The past and the future

It has been a strange weekend. It started off quite well. I went to the Albert Hall to see Tim Minchin in concert. We got the tickets for a bargain price and his show was excellent. We didn’t get back … Continue reading

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Bouncebackability

I like that word. Good word. I think I have it. Bouncebackability, that is. Maybe it’s the drugs, maybe it’s the fact that the training course I have been dreading is now OVER. Or maybe it’s the reappearance of the … Continue reading

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Understated

I am sitting here on the sofa in my dressing gown. I have not been outside since Saturday. I am not coping I went to the Doctor on Friday. I had seen the signs. I had noticed the lack of … Continue reading

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Back to basics

Well, I’ve started a diet again! I’m going back to a diet rather than just healthy eating, as I need to reeducate my body on what a normal portion size is. And I need to rediscover just how great natural … Continue reading

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You do it to yourself, you do. And that’s what really hurts..

I worry that this blog is just going to become a big whinge-fest. Every time I want to blog, it’s when I need to work through something in my head. And that’s usually depressing stuff. But then, sometimes just ‘getting … Continue reading

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Confusing day

Today was confusing. I felt really down for no particular reason. The day didn’t start off too well. I was meant to get to the bicycle shop for 9am to get my bike in for a half price service. I … Continue reading

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Hooks and eyelets

Eyelets – opportunities. Things which move my life forward. Achievements. Things that make me smile. I see myself climbing through a series of eyelets, achieving with each one I conquer. Hooks – the things that hold me back. Emotional hooks. … Continue reading

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Note to self

I got angry again today. And I dealt with it again by over eating. I am starting a new diet again tomorrow (Monday) and so I decided to spend today eating crap. And I want to document how I’m feeling … Continue reading

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Weekend off!

Well, I managed to get all of my assignments finished for my PTLLS course today! Woo hoo! That means I can have a weekend off! I do have other deadlines coming up, but I think I’d like to take a … Continue reading

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