Right. So I’m back. There has been so much I’ve wanted to write about, but now I have my blog back, I don’t think I can.
Today has been a pretty mundane effort at living. I didn’t get enough sleep last night and I’m just feeling really flat. It was a huge effort not to burst out crying on the train home to be honest. Only two more weeks and I go home for a while. I can get away from all of this. Change my routine. Get some puppy cuddles. And see my friends.
I do miss my friends. Vanessa, Sarah and JP especially. I’m gritting my teeth and just trying to make it through until Christmas. I’ll have a clearer head after then. Be able to make some decisions about where I’m going and what I’m going to do.
I’ve managed to get myself out the past two weekends. Different big towns nearby. Still not got much Christmas shopping done though. I’m feeling kinda bereft of unique ideas this year. *sigh*
I’m ok, really. I think I’m just tired and a bit fed up today. It’s one of those days when there doesn’t seem to be any point in anything. It’s just routine. Get up, go to work, come home, eat something, have shower, go to bed. Repeat till the weekend. Kinda thing. I’ll go to bed early, have a good cry and feel sorry for myself, then I’ll wake up fine in the morning. And it will be one day closer to going away.