Well, it’s come to this

Firstly, who posted the last comment on the previous entry?? Tell me? Please! I’m curious… Somebody anonymous loves me lots, and called me a babe! lol.. Now I’d like to know who that person was! (and if they’re single!) lol.
Well, this entry is just to say that, well, I don’t know if I’ll be able to blog for a while. Everything is just getting a little too much for me at the moment. I will be finding out tomorrow whether I will be going into hospital for a while, or trying some other sort of help.
At the moment, in-patient sounds scary, but probably the best place for me, to be honest. Though what it will do to me sitting around all day doing nothing, I haven’t a clue… I just know that one hour a week with someone is not enough.
I’m not suicidal or anything like that. I’m not even violent or particularly dysfunctional, but I just don’t know what to do with myself most of the time.. And that sort of mood can be dangerous. When you’re not thinking straight and getting all paranoid and pissed off with the world. I think I just need some time away from everything. Some time to pick myself up enough to be able to carry on.
So, ladies and gentlemen, I will sign off here and hope to see you soon. You never know, I may even be back tomorrow, I just don’t know yet..
Take care of yourselves, and leave a bloomin name with your comments! lol
**wanders off pondering

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